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side notes Jan. 14th, 2005 @ 06:06 pm
so i don't have too much of a backbone and can't stand up for myself.  apparently.  on the other side I'm a kick ass leader that has many acquaintances.  510 dollars on books for this semester and all time high, for my senior year 2nd semester.  Can't believe I'm graduating still!

havin fun Jan. 12th, 2005 @ 03:34 pm
Ron Burgundy: Boy, that escalated quickly... I mean, that really got out of hand fast!
Champ Kind: It jumped up a notch!
Ron Burgundy: It did, didn't it?
Brick Tamland: Yeah, I stabbed a man in the heart!
Ron Burgundy: I saw that! Brick killed a guy! Did you throw a trident?
Brick Tamland: Yeah, there were horses, and a man on fire, and I killed a guy with a trident!
Ron Burgundy: Brick, I've been meaning to talk to you about that. You should find yourself a safehouse or a relative close by. Lay low for a while, because you're probably wanted for murder.

oh many Nicole's profile made me laugh. great movie.
Hows I'm feelin: happyhappy
Music: work noises

what a good night Jan. 9th, 2005 @ 04:56 am

I got to hang out w/ laura, george, jason, and danny.  That was cool.  Plus bryan, val, stephanie and the others that I met were really fun as well.  I was there from 7:45-3:45...that was awesome.  Plus i watched the Fugutive today w/ hoppe, great movie.  Last night hoppe and i saw napolean dynamite which we weren't really impressed with but was funny cuz we were laughing at one another so much.  Also yesterday was scott's surprise party that was a lotta fun to see people like scott, julie, and Crocker especially, she's never around. 

Tomorrow I'm going home to collect my sister's letter, speak at my home youth group and see Annalisa & Charlie. Monday means doctor to check my bloodpressure (Lets hope its not high). And then back to work at the helpdesk for my 1-5 shift.  Hopefully I'll find a time this week to throw a party before school starts ya know? peace

Hows I'm feelin: cheerfulcheerful
Music: Story Of The Year - Sidewalks

I gotta figure this out Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 07:59 am
One of my "friends" from last year is really getting under my skin talking about the plans that I had for spring break that just fell through, I was planning to go to Cancun with friends that I know through the Douglass Activities Board, and he kept talking about how bad and innapropriate it was.  You know what I think of that?  How do you help serve the church?  Do you go out and attract new members? Because I certainly do.  If I don't "meet people where they are" am I just supposed to wait for them to come to me.  If I have simliar life experiences to most students, wouldn't that make it easier to relate to?  They say, "you might be the only bible that people ever read" and how would they be able to get that experience if I just stay doing habitat for the 4th straight year?  That group of people is already doing Gods Will, and I have done that the past three years. 

Also I think for me this is just going back to Highschool and trying to get me to live more like everyone else, I didn't have a post Prom trip to wildwood or anything for that matter, and I haven't had a "college" spring break yet either. 

Another thing I want to mention is I'm probably ticked off at this person and some others that are poking fun at me and act like I am not intelligent.  For instance, I was watching The West Wing w/ maureen and hoppe at the center and they (not maureen and hoppe, anyother person would come in) would say, "Joe, I didn't know you liked stuff like this, isnt that too intellectual for you?" I think thats as close as I can remember the quote and just other random comments from certain people have gotten under my skin.  AHHH. 

School, thats a fun topic, working hard to make sure I pass my class, thats pretty much what drives me, graduating.  I wish I was more organized so I could fix my Resume and start applying for jobs.  I want to soooo bad.  Thats my new fear, not finding a job.  From now till graduation I will be focused on that.

Guitar, how I wish I could spend every waking hour learning more and practicing.  I wish I started playing when I was 5, that would be sooooo nice. 

Videogames, I wish I didn't play you so much but it definitely helps keep me calm and my sanity.  I can't wait to write my 15-20 page paper on you for Intro to Systems Thinking.  Sure it sounds easy but it will be one of the largest tests of endurance (i am not good at writing long papers) that I have ever had, thank goodness the professor made me choose this topic since it was most interesting to me. 

Thank you to all those people that do support me.  You don't know how much you have helped and been a great influence on my life. 
Hows I'm feelin: aggravatedaggravated
Music: Usher ft Lil' Jon & Ludacris - Yeah

god is up there laughing at me all right Nov. 17th, 2004 @ 02:22 am

man o man, i thought this year would be simple and easy...(in many respects) Things get so complicated and such when they needn't be.  Or at least it seems like i am doomed to be complicated.  "Just when i thought i was out, they pulled me back in"  If only I had a do-over I could go through and do what i want and then just do-over!

Hows I'm feelin: confusedconfused
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